I can't keep doing this.....

At Christmas time I didn't get to have all my family together. I was shunned and everyone around me got hugs I was left out. It hurt me MORE then anything in this world. For the first time in at least 4 years my family was to be together all of us getting along (hopefully) in one place having a good time and enjoying each other. It won't happen all because of nasty names and hitting. I AM DONE. I can't put it together without help. Until everyone agrees to family counselling ALL further holidays are cancelled. There will be no birthdays, there will be no Christmas, there will be no Easter, there will be nothing until everyone grows up and agrees to fix this......