before you judge me...

Before you judge me walk a mile in my shoes..........
     ..............imagine not wanting to get out of bed EVER...
     ..............imagine thinking of all the ways you could die,
     ..............imagine wondering what it would be like to drive your car off of the next bridge you cross.
     ..............imagine your child screaming hate at you all the time, and lying to everyone about you.
     ..............now imagine your family believing those lies.
     ..............imagine having no friends, no one to pick up the phone and call.
     ..............imagine thinking your family loves you.
     ..............now imagine you find out they are all talking about you behind your back.
     ..............imagine how much that all hurts.
     ..............imagine having to take medicine to fell normal, and still not feeling "normal"
     ..............just imagine...