Sunday, July 19, 2009

it's a crying kinda night!!

I'm gonna start by venting for a second then I'll explain the crying thing.
This is to the older man who came into my store tonight, if you'd rather shop at 7 11 then by all means head right on over there (it's down the street aways) we (and by that I mean the employees) are only human so some one forgot to put out a tag, there is only so much we can do and yes sometimes tags get forgotten. This does not give you the right to come into the store and tear a strip off of me because there is 1 tag missing. It is NOT my fault although now that you have rudely pointed it out I will fix it!! Also it is not our job to make up the prices so how is it fair that you blast me because it's only 99 cents in other stores. I can't control that if it's so much cheaper somewhere else then why are you here bugging me?? While we are venting.....yes we do have sales and yes we get x amount of stock for said sale, I will however remind you that it is out of the employees hands as to how fast the said stock sells if it's a good deal it will go fast if you want some come early if you wait until 3 days into the sale??? To bad we can't control how fast things will sell but please no that it is not the cashiers fault so please don't yell at us!! Now back to the man that tore a strip off of me I hope your happy you totally ruined my night over a stupid can of fruit, now I feel like crying!!!

As if I don't have enough stuff in my life I have to deal with that!! Right around this time is when we found out about lil sister bears PH1 ( to find out more or click the link on the left)and though my kids look healthy I assure you they have a MAJOR problem, you do not see them after they take their meds, big brother bear takes his without much problem, but lil sister bear who is only 7 and takes more then big brother bear, well she has a hard time. This week she looked at her dose and said Mom just looking at them gives me a tummy ache. I wish I could take them for her but I can't I also can't make her better. It is so hard to watch my little girl lie on the sofa for 4 hours after a dose of meds.(Lil sister bear takes 300mg.of vitiamin B6,big brother bear takes 250mg.this is what it says on lil sister bears bottle of B6: adults take 1 tablet daily with a meal. Keep away from children and I give her 3 everyday and big brother bears bottle says adults: take 1 tablet daily or as directed by your health care practitoner,and no these meds are not covered by insurance or manitoba health)We try to give it at supper so that by the time she feels bad she's sleeping but there are times when it doesn't work out that way. I want to make my babies better but the only way to do that is to get them new livers and its not like you can order those on e-bay, and then it would be a lifetime of anti-rejection drugs and praying they would be okay. Not to mention that they could possiablly not make it through the transplant. I would give my right arm to make them better!! You am I kidding I would give my life for them to be okay, I just want my babies to be okay is that to much to ask??

I have a little boy and two other angels ( I don't know if they are boys or girls) waiting for me already is it to much to ask for me to keep these ones here??? Please,please let me keep them or if you have to take them please take us all.

I need my heart to keep me alive and a piece of it is already gone,please let me keep the other pieces, I'll do anything to keep them, please,please!

1 comment:

Ter said...

I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I can relate. I don't feel like my heart is here anymore, so why am I?

I wish things could be easier for your kids. It is hard to explain to kids why things have to be that way, especially when as adults we don't understand why either. :(