Sunday, November 2, 2008

big sister bear

I have deicded that top forgive is to forget. With that said I will say that I was young (17) when I found out big sister bear was on her way, I loved her Daddy bear as much as I could at 17. I never knew it would end the way it did. I was hurt by ALOT of people while expecting my baby bear, people close to me and people not so close and those people know who they are and what they have done. I would also like to say that I have worked VERY hard to forgive these sais people, therefore I will not post about those hurts. To forgive is to forget!!!
SO I will go ahead to the birth of my big sister bear, she was born on october 30, 1995 at 2:54 pm. She was silent as she entered the world, I did not know why, she was wisked off to the other side of the room for oxygen right away and was soon pink and crying!!! My Mom was there when she was born as was her daddy bear, she was BEATUIFUL!!! She weighed 7 lbs. 4 1/2 oz. (excatly what I was when I was born)

I LOVE MY BIG SISTER BEAR SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!
I'd do all the hurts over again in a heartbeat to have my big sister bear!!!!

1 comment:

Ter said...

Oct. 30 was my due date with my daughter. And it's my brother's birthday. Now I wish my daughter had been born that day, though i didn't want her to at first.

I'm glad you have your big sister bear. :) funny how we are both bear mommas. ;)